One year of life fucked away
how much more will I have to pay
memories of "happnins" fill my head
many lives gone 2 friends dead
Everyone used to be content
wonder where all those good times went?
Was that powder worth the cost?
Nothings worth what I have lost
Drugs are the world of illusion'
once gone they leave confusion
One year ago today it started
young niave and so good hearted
Now innocence gone and "knowing eyes"
these baby blues can tell no lies
Took twenty years to get this way
Had so much going and pissed it away
Once a high school beauty queen
now scarred for life by things she's seen
Could be in school having fun
but now she's wanted and carries a gun
then the smartest in her class
now brains don't count- just her ass
No one knows the tears she's cried
she must be strong in others eyes
As she starts to face another day
she wipes her eyes , yet tears remain
She hurts so bad down deep inside
yet time's ran out she cannot hide
She want's some one to hold her close
for that is what she needs the most
She wants some one to share her life
she'll make some one a damned good wife
Soon this trial has to end
Dear God above- please help me win