Looking around I wonder what I am doing
Is it me or is it someone else’s past I remember
What is happening to my life now
Where am I heading…..
What time of day is it
Has he come or is he coming
Where is she, why doesn’t she protect me
Where are they, where are my brothers
Do they know….why don’t they come and help me
Help!!!! here he comes again, will it ever stop
Looking for escape,,,,,, there is none
His hands on me, his mouth over mine
My mind is screaming, my soul is weeping
How can I ever escape his touch
How can I ever look at myself in the mirror
I let him do these things to me
Why don’t I scream…out loud
Scream out loud…scream what…
His touch burns into me
I know his horrible ugly touch
A touch that brands me for life
A brand of shame, self loathing
A touch that robs me of my innocence
I hate him, I hate him, I hate him
No escape ever…the memories remain